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This is a question I get sometimes, when I reveal that I am a Christian, whether from straight Christians or gay men or women.

Most people are asking that because they believe the Bible and God explicitly states that homosexuality is a sin and thus homosexuals cannot truly be Christians.

Honestly, I struggled with this as well and due to it tried quite a bit to NOT be homosexual once I realized what the feelings I was having since 12 or 13 years old were as of course I want to be moral and because I believe life has meaning (else, logically, why should we as humans exist?) and I believe that meaning comes from God in its purest form. So of course I wanted to please God and fulfill whatever meaning and purpose I have, and if homosexuality was completely against it and would keep me away from God I wanted nothing to do with it. So originally I beat myself up emotionally whenever I felt these feelings towards other men, I truly hated myself and caused much internal damage and had much aggression to others. But I realized quickly this was not leading to a positive place, including contemplating suicide, and that regardless of whatever else God/Our Creator is He is love and does not want to see His creations self-destroy or harm others and His plan is for the greatest and ultimate benefit to us. And after all the tears and suffering and praying to God to show me how to stop being homosexual (mind you I didn't ever have sex but that didn't change the fact I felt the way I did about men), I opened the Bible and it fell open to Matthew 19, my eyes pulled to 11-12.

Matthew 19:11
Jesus answered, "This teaching does not apply to everyone, but only to those whom God has given it.

Matthew 19:12
For there are different reasons why men cannot marry: some, because they were born that way; others because men made them that way; and others do not marry for the sake of the Kingdom of heaven. Let him who can accept this teaching do so."

I checked many Bibles and found variations of this. All the Bible translations essentially said the same thing with the variation in 14 out of 18 Bible translations being no mention of "cannot marry" and using the word "eunuchs" instead of "that way"... Could Jesus have been speaking metaphorically, as He did with parables? Could eunuchs include homosexuals in the Eyes and Word of God? Here are those same passages from the New Living Translation:

Matthew 19:10
Jesus’ disciples then said to him, “If this is the case, it is better not to marry!”

Matthew 19:11
“Not everyone can accept this statement,” Jesus said. “Only those whom God helps.

Matthew 19:12
Some are born as eunuchs, some have been made eunuchs by others, and some choose not to marry for the sake of the Kingdom of Heaven. Let anyone accept this who can.”

What a revelation immediately after praying!
So with these realizations I was comforted. Enough with the self-destructive self hate. If I was gay there had to be a good reason for it as well, especially if, as I believe, God made me so. And when I asked myself, by two people loving and committing to one another, with God as their witness, are they doing any harm to anyone? I could not find a single person they were harming, unlike adultery; where the other party is hurt horribly and marriage vows betrayed, incest; which destroys familial relationships and replaces them with lust - if even that, or bestiality and pedophilia; where the victim has no ability to truly understand, consent or commit and is used. That changed everything.

If you believe in an Almighty God then you must believe He created everything. Including me. We are all children of God, He loves us all and wants us to be close to Him. And if someone is born smarter, blind, with keen eyes, deaf, or gay, there is a reason for it. We don't get to choose the cards God gives us but we get to decide what we do with them. If He wanted us to obey He could have made us like machines and command us, right now He could. But we "ate from the tree in Eden" and He has given us the gift and curse of Freedom of Choice as well as so many other gifts. Your hand, your genitals, your brain, they can be used for beneficial purpose, for God's purpose, for good, or they can be used for destructive purpose, against God, for evil. Similarly if I was born with a gay brain or with more aggression/passion that a normal person, I can use it to benefit others and do love, God's will, or to harm others or myself and do wrong, against God's will. But God does not make useless creatures, they have a purpose all. So I began the search for mine.

First and foremost, logically
1. How could God make a homosexual man if it was evil?
2. If He could then that would mean He makes people who cannot helped being damned? That certainly goes against scripture and love. He loves and wants to save everyone and anyone can be saved or choose Him and to do His Will. So He wouldn't.

This is probably why many other religious folk believe it's a lie that God makes homosexuals, it has to be a choice. Well, I can say as a living homosexual that certainly not the case, I felt attraction to men since puberty and I still do after the best in psychological and psychiatrical therapy. I still have choice to have sex or not and for 25 years of my life I remained a virgin, choosing to use sex for what I believe is God's purpose, love (which also means commitment), and thus only give that that to someone who I love and commit to and does the same to me.

How many straight people can say that? That they have CHOSEN to remain a virgin till love and commitment, otherwise called marriage? I have. Thus, as homosexual am I so immoral?

Thus the only remaining option He has made me gay or allowed me to genetically develop gay for His purpose, and that purpose must be good.

3. But if that is the case, and He creates homosexual men and women for His good purpose, then how can His Word the Bible say otherwise?

Either it can't and is being misintrepreted (very likely) or something in my logic is flawed and there must be a way to stop being homosexual (quite possible too, but then show me how to stop being at your core [orientation, not sex], homosexual?).

It is this Biblical question that sent me searching and reviewing scripture. And I realize something, if you interpret the Bible purely literally, it may not make sense and if obeying those laws makes you disobey Jesus's and God's Law of Love then you will be doing wrong. Look at people who say "God Hates America" "God Hates Fags" "God Hates You". Something is wrong there. God is love. This will bring me to the next blog tomorrow, but in the meanwhile on the topic of the Bible and homosexuality here are some links to balanced views both ways. Read with an open mind and ask what is love.

P.s: A good man told me recently I had a choice and even if born gay I should have chosen celibacy and "God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve; homosexuality is wrong because God commanded us to Go Forth and multiply", but if that command was given to apply to every individual and not mankind in general then a man or woman who does not have children is doing evil, and all forms of intimacy and sex, e.g. demonstrations of love, that do not lead to procreation would be evil / against the command, and wouldn't it also mean celibacy would be against God's teaching and evil? Sickeningly, it would make promiscuity the most moral thing. Do you think that is correct or do you, like me, think the Adam and Steve defense is misguided and that once the human race in general / anyone in the human race is procreating that that command is fulfilled and other individuals can be celibate or marry as they choose and God gives them the capacity to. Sex is about love and commitment, not just procreation.

The first link below is excellent debating homosexuality in regards to Christianity, both sides, but I must add that while I tend to agree with William Herzog, I believe the Holiness Codes were perhaps given by God to the Jews out of love to make them unique and different from their neighbours and thus draw attention to God, the same way we Christians now do by our behaviors and character of love, hope and faith. The old law has been fulfilled by the new. Also nowadays after being more exposed to material on the internet and other Christians, I've found churches that do not see homosexuality in the context of a committed relationship to be sin e.g United Church of Christ, the Metropolitan Community Church, some parts of the Anglican, Quaker, Old Catholic and Lutheran churches and the United Church of Canada, which also allows same-sex marriage, and views sexual orientation as a gift from God.

UPDATE: Biblical support that "born eunuchs" may have included/referred to gay persons - Deuteronomy 23:1 states that "“If a man’s testicles are crushed or his penis is cut off, he may not be admitted to the assembly of the Lord." yet in Jeremiah 34:18 - 19 NKJV it is stated that some eunuchs were allowed during the making of the covenant with God.. perhaps anatomically whole eunuchs? Jeremiah 34:18 "And I will give the men who have transgressed My covenant, who have not performed the words of the covenant which they made before Me, when they cut the calf in two and passed between the parts of it—" Jeremiah 34:19 "the princes of Judah, the princes of Jerusalem, the eunuchs, the priests, and all the people of the land who passed between the parts of the calf—"

Both sides scriptural debate:

One of my favorite articles on Homosexual Morality in general:

Conservative Christians for a Just and Respectful Response to those who experience same-sex attraction:


Evangelicals Concerned (position has evolved?):

Bridges Across:


Resources For Gay Christians (Thanks to a kind young soul and his church!)

DignityUSA.org (please check FAQ section, good stuff especially for Catholics. Thanks to Frank for this.)

IntegrityCanada.org (interesting resources in Bible section, esp for Anglicans. Thanks to Frank for this.)

IntegrityUSA.org (check Basic Information>FAQs for Anglican Episcopal church's positions. Thanks to Frank.)


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